Well, the working day has been tolerable so far, quite easy in fact. I'm writing this on my mobile in the toilet at work. Yes, even my bowels are moving again so there's no good reason to nip out and buy some smokes ! Horray.
I have been reading some other people's attempts to give up on websites and blogs online (I will try to remember to post the inspiring ones I find).
Some guy struck a cord with me. He said he didn't want to look like other smokers he saw.
Wierd and very hypocritical but that's how I feel too !
They say the best and worst of people smoke. I tend to focus on the worst and to be frank I don't want to be pigeon holed with them ! They probably think the same about me :)
Anyway, I've added it as another mental note of reasons to give up for good.
I'm feeling ok right now, I'm definitely in that slightly blurry surreal bubble of no nicotine slow motion. It's a bit unusual but nothing unmanageable, I just feel a bit dopey. There must be quite a few people feeling like this just after New Year.
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